Tuesday, April 24, 2012

This is the End, but also a new Beginning

Hello Everyone!
Well, I am "home" and have been since Friday evening. I can't say how much I am enjoying the beautiful Texas spring weather: blue skies, sunshine, and more butterflies than I can count! The flight home was a bit stressful. While waiting for my flight, I got a migraine. When I get migraines, I am sensitive to light, sound, and of course my head pounds painfully. Thankful ly, I was able to nap a bit before my flight, and the medicine I had took the worst of the pain away. The flight, while ten hours long, went by quickly in retrospect. They fed me more food than I needed, and gave me drinks every hour or two. The worst part was when I knew I had less than an hour left on the plane: I started fidgeting, rejoicing, even sweating. I think the Norwegians next to me thought I was panicked about the impending landing. No, I was merely ecstatic to have returned to the United States of America. Because of my foot, I was greeted with a wheelchair, and made it through customs and border control in 30 minutes. My reunion with my Mom was incredibly joyful. Yes, I cried! I just couldn't believe I was finally home.
I am making a transition from living in England to moving out of my home in Texas! Everything is happening so fast. My Mom and I have been packing up this week. My two brother came this weekend to see me and help out as well, because she is moving too! This weekend, I will be living in Temple, and my permanent address won't be here in Weatherford anymore. It's a bittersweet thought. But I am ready to move on into a new chapter of my life.
I got my foot checked out today, and the orthopedist told me that while I do have a Jones fracture, it is healing and I should be back to normal soon, and able to begin running again at the beginning of June! So that is good news! I'm in a walking boot, which means.... NO CRUTCHES!!!
I start back to my job as a secretary on Monday as well!
All in all, life is going well. It has its genuine ups and downs, and is by no means perfect. But I just have to come to the daily realization that God has it in control, and He is my provider in every circumstance.

Because I am now home, no longer in London, that means that this blog will now be coming to a close. I've enjoyed writing my experiences down for everyone who requested to be kept in the loop on my life and experiences abroad. Isn't technology cool?
But this doesn't have to be goodbye for those who actually like reading the things I have to say! If you head on over to Finding Andalusiayou can keep up with me there. That is my "regular" blog where I post, well, non-study-abroad related things. I hope you keep on reading my writing!
Again, it's been a pleasure. I hope you enjoyed!

Cheers,
Faith


Thursday, April 19, 2012

A Belated Update of My Excursion to France

Considering this is my last day here in England, I have done a rotten job of keeping y'all in the loop about what I have been up to! And I'm sorry for that. But maybe I will make it up to you somehow? 

I went to Paris for my Easter weekend. Clearly, I had this planned before I broke my foot. The Eurostar tickets and hotel reservations had been bought and made for over a month when I hobbled out of University College Hospital with a heavy cast on my leg. What's a girl to do but go anyway?!
We arrived in Paris Friday afternoon, and right off the bat I was mad and frustrated. None of the taxi drivers would take us to our hotel because it was only about a mile away from the train station. Obviously the sight of a girl on crutches and her poor friend carrying two duffel bags was not enough to convince them that we needed a ride. So we walked (I tried). It took almost an hour to get to our hotel. Wow, what a way to start my "holiday" right? I flopped on the bed and promptly cried. At that point, I really was wishing I hadn't of come.
Diana went out and got us some food, and we spent the rest of the evening in the hotel room. We decided we were going to the Louvre in the morning. We got up the next day, I showered with some difficulty (bathrooms are not generally cast-friendly, especially not in Paris), and walked outside. Thank you, Lord, there was Taxi Stand just outside our hotel doors! We got a taxi with no problem at all. 
Before you start wondering why we didn't just take a bus or train, let me say this: the buses are more confusing than London buses; now turn the maps and schedules into French; now add two girls who don't speak French, one of whom can't get around, and you have: IMPOSSIBLE. The Metro, which I braved one time, has only stairs and smells of urine. Lovely. Taxis it was. 
The taxi got us to the Louvre with no problem. We saw the queue and prayed for the best. What do you know, the door guard opened up the fabric tape and ushered us right on in to the lift! No waiting in line. And I got a wheelchair in exchange for the collateral of my passport. Not a bad trade. We spent several hours in the museum, and I got to see the Mona Lisa up close because of my chair! Pretty cool. Though I don't see why that painting is so special or famous. There really isn't anything remarkable about it all things considered. The Wedding at Cana was much more impressive, and that was hung directly opposite the Mona Lisa. Lovely painting. Navigating the lifts throughout the museum proved quite difficult, as each lift does not go to all floors, and every floor has many levels. But we managed okay! I am just glad that I got to go see the Louvre!
After the Louvre we saw the Eiffel Tower, and had some pistachio soft serve! It started to rain though, so we got our pictures and headed off to the hotel to rest up for that evening.
That evening, we went to see one of my favorite bands in concert, Angels & Airwaves. They are from California, but were on their  European tour. Considered bands don't take European tours that often, this was a golden opportunity! Again, I got to skip the ridiculously long queue because of my injury! And here is the coolest part: the sound crew let us sit in the sound booth with them so that I could sit down. Best idea EVER! I was not jostled around in the mosh pit, nor was I forced to stand for three hours on my crutches. I could sit when I needed and "stand" when I wanted. Definitely the best part of Paris. I did my best to "dance" to the music, probably looking a bit silly as I hopped up and down on one foot with crutches aiding me, but it was worth it.
Easter Sunday we slept in and then decided to go to Versailles. This was probably not the smartest idea, as it involved a Metro ride, train ride, and then a mile hike uphill to the actually palace. Frustration set in again. It took me over an hour to get up the hill to Versailles. For those of you who have never been on crutches, I know they look easy, but they are not. My hands swelled and blistered and my good leg and foot cramped every few minutes because of the stress they suddenly had to bear. I had to stop every few minutes, maybe ever 20 feet and take a rest. It's hard when you're used to walking hurriedly everywhere and were about to start training for a marathon to suddenly be forced to use aluminium sticks to get around and to rely on the goodness of your friend to push you in a wheelchair everywhere else. But, we made it! Here is proof =>
Check out that monster...
We then had dinner at a cute Italian restaurant in Versailles that collected USA license plates. Rather funny :) I broke my Lenten fast from alcohol by indulging in a glass of rose wine. It was yummy with my grilled lamb! The food in France was generally spectacular. The crepes were so delicious. After the concert, there was crepe shop next door that was still open. I bought a "Nutella e banane" crepe, and oh my goodness was it fantastic! Stuffed full of bananas and chocolaty goodness :)
The next morning we decided to check out the National Museum of Modern Art. I really loved the new stuff, like post-1960s new. The other section of the museum, with Picasso and Dada art, etc, was not my favorite. Some of it was a bit gross, really, bordering pornographic. I much prefer art that uses different types of mediums rather than abstract paintings. We went in all the galleries of the more modern studio art type collection, and decided after about ten minutes of Picasso that we were done.
The rest of the time in Paris was spent getting to the train station and waiting around there. One of the best decisions I made was ordering a wheelchair. I got to skip lines, and get on the train first. There are some perks to being injured, although I wouldn't recommend it. I would say, generally, that Paris is the most handicapped-unfriendly city I have ever been to. 

Okay, there's a recap of my Paris trip! I may update later about the rest of my time here in London, but now I have to go take my very last final! Wish me luck :)
Oh, and sorry about the lack of pictures. Diana took most of them, and has not uploaded them for me yet. But I promise, pictures will follow!
Cheers!
Faith

Friday, April 13, 2012

From breaking buses to broken foot

Greetings earthlings.
Happy Friday the 13th. I am sitting on the sofa with a bag of frozen peas bedecking my hideous cast. That's right, folks: Faith has broken her foot! The fifth metatarsal (pinky toe side) on my left foot is fractured. And unfortunately, I know no further details. The NHS here in England is great for the fact that I had no bill when I went to the Emergency room, but not so great for the fact that they didn't tell me anything about my fracture except just that: its broken and I will be in a cast for 6-8 weeks. Well, shucks. What a way to end my time in England, right?
Oh well. I have really been pressing into Jesus these past few weeks. I believe I have cried every single day since I broke my foot. This is a very trying time for me, though there are blessing sprinkled throughout for my family. I will share the blessings: My older brother, Ben, has gotten a new job that a)pays more and b)provides healthcare! My younger brother, Nathan, has received an RA job at UMHB. The scholarship will help pay for school! My sister-in-law, Mandi, is an amazing pastry chef and will be graduating a semester early with her degree! And my wonderful mum, Joan, is one of the strongest women I know. Life has been hard for my family in many ways, but seeing the way we have gotten through the past several months is an inspiration to me to get through the next few months as a cripple. The Lord is faithful!!! So incredibly faithful, and His provision is incredible for my family.
So, even though being on crutches is a pain in the bum and I can't do anything by myself, I still have to count my blessings, because they are so many and the Lord is so good. Diana has been patient and taking care of me, and I am getting better and better at these silly British crutches. Life is pretty good, all things considered. I have some wonderful friends here in the London program that have taken care of me every step of this injury and I am so thankful!

I am spending my last weekend in England in the lovely hamlet of Martlesham in Suffolk county with Bruce and Judy Leonard and my lovely friend Diana. The countryside of England is my favorite. Springtime here is cool and beautiful, with flowers and green grass and bunnies everywhere. I just love it. It is the perfect place to rest and enjoy my final days in England before my much awaited return to Texas. I feel rejuvenated and happy here in the country.

Well, there is a slight update on my life here in London. Sorry for the lack of updates lately. I will post again before I return to Texas. I can't wait to come home and see all my family and friends again!!! I am counting the days until April 20th!

Cheers my loves!
Faith

Sunday, April 1, 2012

The Promised Photographs.

War Monument at York

York Minster

Adding to the fountain decor

Daffodils and Megan in Edinburgh!

Banqueting Hall at Edinburgh Castle

The beautiful Scottish War Memorial. I found some "Forresters" in the records!

Outside the memorial

Back garden of the Scottish War Memorial

The view from Edinburgh Castle!

Ladies and gents, the beauty of Scotland!

Loch Ness :)

Me being quite silly...

This doesn't even look like me. I don't know who that is. But that is Nessie.

Ruins along the lake

MacDonald Massacre Monument in Glencoe

The bridge of Glencoe

Me and Carson being silly on the bus!

William Wallace Monument

Mysterious...

Nessie screwed up our faces

The face we would make if a goat were eating our hair...

Daffodils in Glencoe! Shorts and t-shirt weather!

Hello!!
Hope you enjoy my pictures of Scotland :) More to follow from the rest of the coach tour!
Cheers,
Faith

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Breaking buses and beauty

Day four of the coach tour, and I am sitting in the dining area of the Clachaig Inn in the boonies of Scotland! It is 2.5 miles from Glencoe, deep in the Scottish highlands, and it is completely lovely and unspoiled by man’s “improvements.”
I suppose I should start where I left off though, which was on day two of our tour, in the town of York. Saturday evening we went on a ghost tour of the town. I got scared only once, when our guide suddenly yelled. The ghost stories were pretty cool though. Our guide was an excellent storyteller, and it was clear he enjoys his job. I am not sure if I believe in the classic “ghost” but I do know that there are unexplainable sights, sounds, and visitations, if you will, that could definitely be explained away as ghost activity. After the tour, four of us went out to a club. My friend Megan has wanted to go dancing ever since we have been in Britain, and we finally obliged her in York. We went to a place down by the river called Club Salvation, and spent about three hours dancing. The clubs in the UK are different: the music is very homogenous, while in the US there is always a great mixture of hip-hop, country, techno, and other types of music; the people don’t really dance, they just kind of gyrate, and such gyrations are done in single gender groups; and there is much more drinking of alcohol than I’ve ever seen in any club in Texas. Most people in Texas don’t take their drinks out onto the dance floor, while these Brits do. Consequently, there were broken bottles and liquid all over the floor! Regardless, it was fun to do something that wasn’t scheduled for us. Though we stayed up much too late, and have been paying for it the past few days with incredible fatigue!
Sunday we had breakfast in our hotel. I tried black pudding for the first time. I asked what was in it, and the waitress told me “pig’s blood,” and I stopped her right there. But I tried it all the same! The taste was good, but I just could not get over the fact that I was eating pig’s blood and other “undesirable” parts of animals. I nearly vomited, so I stopped after one bite. The rest of my full English was lovely though! I like having baked beans for brekkie.
After breakfast we loaded up the coach, checked out, and then headed to York Minster for matins. I find sung services very boring and dry…
Then we drove to Edinburgh! We stayed in the Murrayfield Hotel out on the edge of town. We had dinner there, and I had some gourmet macaroni and cheese. Quite delicious. The evening was spent in my room with Diana and Megan watching The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement and snacking. Before we realized it, it was 12:30 am. So much for going to bed early and catching up on the sleep lost the night before at the club! We had to go to breakfast at 7:30! I refused to try the haggis. J We loaded up the coach, and took a bus tour of the city with a guide in a kilt named David. There was just too much to see of the city and not enough time. We ended up at Edinburgh Castle and took a short tour. Then we had 2 hours on our own. We spent one hour in the castle exploring and taking pictures, then walked down the hill to the Elephant Café, where J.K. Rowling began Harry Potter. The food actually was good, and the place wasn’t kitchy at all. It has maintained a unique charm, not changing the décor or general atmosphere to fit with the famous series it is linked to. I really liked that about it. We passed an Italian place that did takeaway ice cream. We just had to stop. I got amaretto flavor. The guy tending it was young Scotsman named Kris, and he was very nice. He even gave us a discount on our treats. Back to the coach, and onwards!
We stopped several times on the way to the highlands. It is a law here that coach drivers must stop and rest for thirty minutes every two hours. We stopped at Loch Ness for one of our thirty minute stops. I did not see Nessie, unfortunately.
About forty-five minutes out from our final destination of Glencoe, the o-ring in the bus broke. Which means no more bus… We were stranded for a few hours until our savior in the form of Willy Stewart came with his bus to rescue us and carry us to Clachaig Inn. We finally arrived at 10:45 pm. No going to bed early again! They had prepared our dinner for us, and had been keeping it warm for a while, so we took our bags up to our room and then headed back down for a meal. I had ordered salmon with veggies and potatoes. Very good, though my dad makes better salmon! We didn’t have our luggage because it was stuck in the cargo hold because the hydraulics system was broken and the doors would not open. So we just had to do without our toiletries and sleepytime clothes, and horrors, no brushed teeth. Willy again saved us when he delivered our luggage at 11:45 this morning!!
We had a free day today, which was primarily meant for our driver, Paul, to rest. Unfortunately he had to stay with the bus all night and day, and the bus still isn’t fixed. So Willy will be our driver for a little while until Paul can get rested and the coach fixed.
I spent the day outside, enjoying the unprecedented summer-like weather Scotland is experiencing. I was just fine in athletic shorts and a t-shirt today! Sunny all day, and just perfect weather. We walked to the village of Glencoe, realized that nothing is really there, and then walked back. We did enjoy the beautiful scenery, and sat at the Massacre Monument and had a hodgepodge picnic lunch while soaking in the clean highland air and sunlight. It reminds me a lot of Colorado with the mountains and water streams and the heather all over the ground. No moose here though.
We had a fabulous dinner again, this time I ordered the Cajun salmon. This was better than the other salmon, and maybe it could give dad a run for his money. I’ve decided I want to be a pescetarian, which is vegetarian that eats fish. Fish don’t have feelings, and they are good protein. Other types of meat, especially what we eat in the US, are just kind of gross. I’m thinking of sausage at the moment. Sausage is probably worse than black pudding or haggis, but we eat it because, well, we don’t know what is in it. Ignorance is bliss. Disgusting  bliss though. We’ll see how this goes…
Well, that is a very general recap of the past few days. So sorry it has taken a while to post anything, the internet is very spotty everywhere we have been staying. Pictures will be added later, hopefully tomorrow! I don’t have my camera with me, and I am feeling a bit lazy and don’t want to go upstairs to procure it. I am going to post this, and then go upstairs and GO TO BED!! It is 9:30, and I am so tired. I am also getting a nasty hacking cough. So I need all the rest (and prayers) that I can get!! We are off to the lake district of England tomorrow!
Cheers,
Faith 

Saturday, March 24, 2012

A Research Paper Length Survey Into My Life

Yesterday, I went to sleep at 2 am. Not a perfectly brilliant idea, as I arose at 7:30 to shower and finish packing. At 9am, I was outside and on our coach, ready to embark on our 10 day tour of Northern England, Scotland, and Wales! We travelled to Stratford-upon-Avon, Shakespeare’s hometown, stopping at an English-style rest area on the way. Their travel stops have a grocery store, café, book and magazine store, and even places to buy clothing and accessories. Because everyone needs to buy a leather purse while on a road trip. Diana and I bought some fruit and I purchased a salad in the Marks & Spencer grocery. Goodness, that place is expensive! 
We soon arrived in Stratford, parking beside the Avon River to make a quick trip to Holy Trinity parish to see where Shakespeare and his family are buried. After taking some photos and admiring the stained glass, we headed to walk around the town. 
We ended up sitting by the river reading. I read The Hunger Games, which I literally read in about three hours, and Diana continued reading The Irresistible Revolution by the wonderful Shane Claiborne, a prominent social activist and leader, as well as a member of the New Monastic community, The Simple Way, in inner-city Philadelphia. He is one of my heroes, someone worth imitating. I should mention that he is committed to the imitation of Jesus Christ! Anyhow, I read that book a year and a half ago, and it messed me up, in a wonderfully blessed and good way. If you want to be challenged, go borrow a copy. I have one J Diana stops reading every so often to close her eyes and, I imagine, to pray. She says daily how much the book is challenging her and stretching her views and beliefs. After about 20 glorious minutes of soaking in the sunlight by the river, we went back to the coach to head to the next attraction. 
In the park there were some highschool age boys playing what looked like hackeysack with a soccer ball. They were all still wearing their uniforms of slacks, button downs, and ties. Most of the girls on the trip couldn’t help but admire the novelty of ten English boys dressed like that and playing in the park. I imagine they thought they were pretty cute J. I was more enthralled with the cute doggies that were playing in the park with their owners. I miss my boyfriend terribly. I don’t even have the desire to “check out” other guys. I suppose that is partly growing up and  becoming more mature, and partly because when you’ve found someone like I have, you want nothing more than to save your smiles for him, save your glances and giggles for him. 
We piled back on the coach and drove about ten minutes to the farm of Mary Arden, Shakespeare’s mum. It is a work Tudor farm, with sheep, goats, a horse, falconry, pigs, chickens and ducks, and cows. The air was so nice! Being out of London and on a farm was just a godsend for the senses. There was a veggie garden that hadn’t produced anything yet, but you could tell it was planted for the season. The grass and the animals and orchards were just so nice. I miss the country of Texas. I love that in Texas you can drive thirty minutes and be in a city or the sticks of the country. 
I suppose I could wax poetic all about the pleasures of being in nature and the sunlight, but you can read the previous posts for that! Just suffice it to say that all I need to be happy is sunlight, a garden, and library. Oh, and of course the people that make my life amazing! And Jesus. Goodness, I love him… There isn’t much else that makes me happier than standing (or sitting or kneeling or any body posture really) in his presence and enjoying him. I find that when I “forget” to pray, read my Bible, or just sit and be with him, that something integral is missing from my heart. It is like part of what makes me me is lying dormant and cold. Just thinking of him begin to warm it up again, purposing to be with him unfreezes the soil of my heart, and meditating and enjoying him lets the garden begin to bloom again.
We fully enjoyed the farm for a few hours, acting like kids again and taking some silly pictures, and watched a falconry display with Izzy the barn owl and Brennan the European eagle owl. Then we again piled on the coach and drove back into Stratford to unload and go to our respective hotels. Diana and I stayed in a twin room at a cute B&B called Ashgrove Inn. After being in a hostel for two months, I felt like we had checked into the Waldorf when we entered room 1. We had our own bathroom and the beds were soft! We immediately figured out where to eat, using the handy “Welcome to Stratford” binder that was filled with leaflets of local places. 
We decided on a restaurant called AvonSpice, which is Indian and Bangladeshi. We called ahead to reserve, but when we arrived we saw that wasn’t exactly necessary: There was no one there! But better safe than sorry, right? I am generally ignorant of Indian food, never having ventured past curries. I think our waiter thought we were rather silly! I got a lamb tikka curry, which was incredibly mild. But still, very good! At the end of the meal, the owner brought us complimentary Bailey’s Irish Cream. Well, the funny thing is… Megan does not drink alcohol, like, ever, which I totally respect! And Diana had never had anything either. And I am giving up alcohol for Lent. However, because it was on the house, I felt it would be rude not to drink it. So I drank mine and Megan’s! Diana did what I did, and drank the whole shot at once. That was pretty funny, because it has whiskey in it, and it burns a bit going down. She didn’t expect it at all! It wasn’t too strong though, so I suppose a good first drink? (Don’t feel obligated to drink it again if you don’t want to, Di!) Anyway, the Indian place was yummy! We had to run to the Royal Shakespeare Theater because the curtains were at 7:15, and we didn’t get our bill until 7:00. But we made it!
We saw Twelfth Night, which is a hilarious comedy. I found myself comparing it to “She’s the Man” half the time, though it really isn’t the same. They modernized it a tiny bit, wearing modern costumes and having modern things like a motorized cart, telephone, and disco ball used during the performance. The funniest (and perhaps grossest?) part of the performance was when Marvolio came onto the stage wearing the “yellow stockings, cross gartered.” What was hilarious about it is that the stockings went up above the knees, then the garters were leather, and all of his privates were stuffed into a leather cup thing, while his butt was completely naked! He had to waddle around stage. The point was to make Marvolio look like a total idiot. I’d say, “Mission accomplished.” You’d have to see it to understand.
After the performance, I went back to our hotel and quickly got to bed. Oh my goodness, the lack of sleep had caught up to me! I slept well on our lovely beds.
And that, my dears, was my first day on the coach tour. Right now, I am on the coach typing on my laptop. We are headed to York, which is still two and a half hours away. This morning we had a real breakfast prepared for us! Then we went to Kenilworth Castle, which are completely lovely ruins. They’re rather reminiscent of Cair Paravel. We took tons of pictures! 
Then we stopped in Coventry to see the bombed cathedral. It was very powerful to see the sanctuary, the walls of which were still standing, though the roof and everything inside had been destroyed during World War II. They still use the sanctuary on Friday afternoons. The theme of the altar is forgiveness and reconciliation. Beautiful. 
There was a statue that pictures two people embracing, titled “Reconciliation.” Reconciliation for the bombs dropped upon Nagasaki and Hiroshima. I literally almost began crying as I looked upon this statue. War is an ugly thing. What we did to Japan in WWII, while it ended the war and did spare lives, was disgusting. Innocents died so others could be saved… War is a messy thing. And it hurts. It still hurts, seventy years later. I feel that the wound is still fresh. But won’t it always be? It is part of man’s nature to wage war. How does one determine the value of someone else’s life over another? How does one justify “collateral damage”? How does one justify dehumanizing someone to make the actions of war admissible? These are hard questions. There are no whites and blacks, just many strange, tinged shades of greys and grays. I long for a day when war will no longer happen, when the world will be at peace. I long for it, but will it happen? I doubt it. I hope, I pray, I yearn, that war will not be declared upon Iran. Because of people, because of love, because of the brotherhood of humanity. I don’t want people to suffer because of the fears of governments. No one should have to live in fear of a bomb being dropped on their home. For that matter, Palestinian Arabs should not have to fear having their home bulldozed to make room for Israeli settlements. Citizens of Syria should not have to flee their homes for fear of their lives. War is an ugly thing. Reconciliation. Such a beautiful word, such a beautiful idea, not yet unattainable. There is always hope.
We spent two hours in Stamford. I spent the time eating in a little café with Diana. I had vegetable soup with buttered bread, black coffee with cane sugar (which reminds of me Haiti!) and we shared four truffles. Yummy. Then we went and checked out a carnival that was in town! We decided on one ride, paid the 3 pounds, and enjoyed ourselves. After all, how many Texans can say that they rode on a carnival ride at a carny in Stamford, United Kingdom?! We then walked and sat by the river under a weeping willow. The country and towns outside of London are just fabulous. If I were to live in England, it would have to be outside of London. It is just so beautiful.
Well y’all, that’s the recap. I will be picking up the posting, since I only have less than a month until the trip is over!! Wow, the time has flown by. I’ll give you all a play-by-play of the coach tour, since that is probably the coolest thing we get to do on this trip. Pictures are down below J thank you for reading this incredibly long post. It is longer than most papers I have written for school. That is a feat in itself. If you made it to the end, congratulations, you’re awesome J
Cheers!
My mom was right... Percy Pig exists.

I'm a true scholar.

Ummm, acting like a child

Wrong way.








Sunday, March 18, 2012

The Shadow Proves The Sunshine


I must live in a place in the world where it is sunny at least 80% of the time. That place would not be London, of course. It could possibly be Texas. The sun is one of the best things about being outside. I understand why the ancients worshiped the sun as a god. There is something heavenly about basking in its warmth, feeling the light upon your face shining from millions of light years away. In my last post I said I never feel closer to God than when I am in garden. I'd like to amend that, and add "being in the sunlight."
The lack of sunlight here in London is disheartening. God knew I needed the light, for when I awoke this Sunday morning, there was the brilliant ball of gas in the sky, beckoning me to come and enjoy. I got dressed, combed my hair, grabbed my Bible, journal, and the book "Hudson Taylor's Spiritual Secret" and headed into Bloomsbury Square. There are fewer trees, therefore more sunlight! On my way to The Onion, a cute little coffee shop that I frequent, a random man said hi. That normally doesn't bug me. Then he asked my name. Weird. I was pretty rude and told him I was going to get coffee and walked away while he was still talking to me. There was something really strange about the way he was asking and trying to get me to have a conversation at 9 am on a Sunday morning. I got coffee and a croissant, and purposely walked in a roundabout fashion to avoid this man. He never left the square the entire time I was there, though he didn't notice I was there again!
Anyway, back to the sunshine... Wow, I felt the presence of Jesus in that sunlight. In reading the book about Hudson Taylor (I'm about halfway done) I just couldn't stop crying and thinking, "God, forgive my unbelief and my lack of faith." Darth Vader may have coined the phrase "I find your lack of faith disturbing," but I feel like Jesus has every right to say this to almost every believer ever. Hudson Taylor lived a life of constant faith and prayer and belief that God would provide. And He did, every single time, usually at the last minute, when all our faith is gone and we begin to take matters into our own hands. Hudson Taylor never let matters leave the hands of our most capable Savior. Lord, forgive my unbelief. I have been worrying about virtually everything lately, thinking about how in the world everything will work out, from dealing with the financial aid office to moving out of my home when I return to Texas. But the life of this missionary to China reminds me: God provides if we ask, if we expect, and if we believe. Hudson Taylor felt it perfectly normal to expect God to provide temporal necessities as well as spiritually. Money, food, shelter, he left it all to God. God came through in the most beautiful ways imaginable.
A life given to prayer, to belief, to working for the good of the kingdom of heaven. This is what I am called to, and the rest will be provided.

The video above is by one of my favorite bands, Switchfoot. Worth watching, and it has to do with my post :) two great reasons to check out this amazing band!